My friend Obito-kun thinks the reason we were brought to this City is to get a chance to reflect upon our lives at home.
At least, that's how I understand him. I'm not always sure I get all of his ideas.
He thinks we're supposed to go back and use what we've learnt here to change things that might go wrong.
He also said that we could all have any number of possible realities existing simultaneously. As in, I'm here in my reality, but back home in Konoha, there's another me doing whatever I do there. Maybe there's one reality that is the "best" one; I don't think so. I just think we have to do the best we can with the possibilities and abilities that we have.
Sometimes I want to believe Obito-kun, and other times I just think that this City exists for the cruel amusement of its Deities. Other people have written much the same thing before me, I know.
Of course I can understand about needing to put criminals in prison. What I don't understand is the need to torture them. Surely the Deities must be able to see what is in our heads anyway?
And I sincerely hope everyone was out of there before the prison exploded.
I don't know. It just seems so pointless sometimes, even worse than the war.
The curses, well. Some are very bad, others just odd. At least we know that they will be over.
But leaving...
I'm glad, even grateful to the City I suppose, that I got to meet the people I have met here. But every day I'm reminded that one day I'll wake up and they'll be gone; especially when one of them goes home. And I know it's selfish, but that's how it is.
He took me on a date. My first date ever; even if it was just as friends. And I probably won't even see him again.
...I wonder... If Kakashi-kun were here... if we'd get to know each other, all of us? I sometimes wonder if I ever really knew him, back home. I got the feeling there were a lot of things he wasn't telling us.
It was good seeing him as an adult, even if it was just for a day, and even if I still got the feeling that he was keeping things from me.
If he was here, like I knew him.... would he maybe ask me on a date?
....
I don't even know if I'd say yes.
[[OOC: yes, that elephant in the corner spurs Rin to deliver a tl:dr entry of her very own. Technically only the last part of it is elephantine, but, well, she needed some things off her chest, and what could be better than delivering to the whole network in a bout of curse-inspired public soul-searching? No, that's what I thought ;)]]